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PostSubject: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Tue Nov 16, 2010 10:38 am

Halfway done, with about 1000 words to go until I'm done for today's deadline.


Plot: Seems like a zombie apocalypse, organized by a religious fanatic.


Characters:

Main

Alana Koch - 17, her parents are divorcing due to her father's preferences. Tired and tormented, but upbeat on the surface. The Lancer

Ken Sanford - 17ish. Ambiguously bisexual (relative) giant of a young man. Conflicted over an attraction for Alana and whether he should tell her how he really feels. Genuine and honest, he isn't afraid to speak his mind. The Big Guy

Lisa Garland Weiss - 24ish nurse. Unknowingly spreads the infection and is fired. Kindhearted but deadpan. The Hero/The Chick.

Dennis ???? - 15ish. Foil to Ken, he also acts as the fourth-wall breaker and lampshade hanger. Short, snarky and inventive. The Smart Guy.

C/Carol - Unknown age, worked for the Red Cross and is trying to thwart Q's plans for cleansing the world. Traits of The Messiah.

Q - Unknown age. A fat man obsessed with cleansing the world of the unworthy. Controls the infected with a ring. Fat Bastard and Visionary Villain.


Major

Brown - Koch family dog. Alana is forced to abandon him against her will. Are you fucking satisfied, PETA?

Fiona Winters - Redheaded radio host. Brave and kind.

Brendan - Dark-skinned man who works alongside Fiona. Nice guy.

Lloyd - Works with Fiona and Brendan. Macho.

Jennifer Koch - Alana's mother. Late thirties. Presumed dead/infected after the hospital they were visiting becomes overrun.

Jet Koch - Age 8, Alana's brother. Presumed dead/infected.

Mr. Koch - Alana's father. Decided to, ah, spend his life with another person of the same gender. Presumed dead.

William Weiss - Lisa's uncle. Fate unknown

Henry Weiss - Lisa's brother. Mercy-killed by her after infection.


Minor:

Mrs. Sanford - Ken's mother. Deceased/infected. An emotionally overwrought woman.

Ken's stepsister - Duh. Infected. Bratty but with a heart of gold.

Jonah Sanford - Ken's biological brother. Dead/infected. Was a Boy Scout, so Ken knows how to survive in the woods/an apocalypse.

Mr. ???? - Stepfather of Ken and Jonah. Deceased/infected and presumed to beat his stepsons.

Security Guard - Gives Alana her pistol. Eaten alive.

Doctor - Evacuates the other patients, but believed to have been eaten alive.

Mrs. Weiss - Mother of Lisa and Henry. Died prior to story due to breast cancer, inspiring Lisa to take a career in medicine.

Mr. Weiss - Doesn't get along well with Lisa. Estranged.

Lucia - Bitten by Patient Zero and taken to St. Mary, where Lisa works. Hispanic and a scrapper.

Linda - Nurse Lisa worked with. Bitten and attacks Lisa before she escapes.

Becky/Rebecca - Candystriper bitten by Patient Zero during examination. Assumed dead.

Patient Zero - Planted by Q as part of his demented scheme.

Alan Wake - Member of the CDC. Informs Lisa as to what's going on.

Wake's Assistant - Part of Q's scheme, he forges documents and falsifies information.

Various other people nobody gives a shit about - Yeah.


Infected:

Cannot revert back to 'normal'. So it's okay to kill them, I guess. They act similarly to L4D's zombie-type. They consume flesh, pretty much.



WEL GUISE WAT U THINK. i THINK IT PURDY AWSM MYSEFL BUT IF U H8 DEN UR A PRAP.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Wed Nov 17, 2010 6:34 pm

Current mental state:




I did give Dennis a last name (Yates). Burnett was fucking taken. THANK YOU WIKIPEDIA.


Moar zombies, less teenangst.

But does that mean I'm writing a vorefic if I add moar 'zombies'?


Quote :
Vorefic




I'm also going to give Dennis the Traveling Shovel of Death, because the first TSoD wasn't used as a TSoD. Ken just handled it in a slightly homoerotic way.


Quote :
She disappeared into the garage and returned with a spade and wood axe Dean had left them. Alana didn’t think he’d mind; he was probably dead already. She offered Ken his weapon of choice. He took the shovel and spun it in his hands. In the kitchen’s light she could have sworn he smirked as he ran his hand down the solid-but-pitted shaft.

YES I FUCKING GET IT FREUD WAS RIGHT OK. I RESORTED TO PHALLIC IMPLICATIONS AND HAVE PAID ACCORDINGLY.



Edit: About two hours later I finally fucking managed to bullshit my way through. It's hard to start a story, but once the mechanics are cemented, it becomes even harder for me to write, because my options become more limited. That makes sense, right?

Excerpt wrote:
“You watch that, I’m going to take a shower or something. Fill me in on what happens when I get back.” She headed upstairs to get some of the spare clothes and wandered around the house until she came across a small bathroom. It was pretty much bare, with a sink, toilet, and shower. Devoid of frivolity, as she was starting to like. Last night was strangely refreshing for her, in a morbid way. No responsibilities, no need to make friends or fit in, and no need to worry about her parents’ separation. It was pretty much over already.

It was comforting, but disturbed her at the same time that she could write off the presumed death of her entire family so easily. So instead of bothering to wash the grime and blood off, Alana just let the hot hard water drum onto her back as she stared at the wall. Once the hot water was gone, Alana turned the knob and got out, drying herself off and putting on a dull gray shirt and sweatpants.

“You look cheery,” Lisa commented. Alana’s response was to sit down next to her and stare glumly at the beige carpeting. “Look, I’ve dealt with kids that have lost family before and I know how to, you know, help. If you need to, you can tell me anything. After all, I saw what happened last night, too.”

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Thu Nov 18, 2010 8:51 am

This morning. Guhhh.


Current mental state:



http://static.funnyjunk.com/pictures/1259748983879.png if it's not loading. Piece of fucking shit.

Again.



Today's to-do list:

Goof off on Samurai Warriors 3/Left 4 Dead until 5 PM.
Finish Dennis' story arc up to the point he meets the others.
Bitch how my dad doesn't love or support me.
Add zombies.
Bitch more.
Possibly mock Otherkin.
Wonder if vore fans will survive a zombie apocalypse or just run into them and get eaten. Or will they throw other people into the horde?
Lurk forums.
Dream up alternate realities where my dad does love and support me, and incorporate them into my writing somehow. Or not.
Make my hands stop freezing.
Complain about today's youth.
Summon my Persona. How-to is below:




So I'll be looking for an Evoker.







YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Thu Nov 18, 2010 6:09 pm

Holy fuck it is 4 PM and I only have 28,601 words. I need like 30k tonight.





I can't seem to think omg. Maybe it's because I keep looking at ED articles. And blocking out pictures of dicks. Rule 34 on every page fffff





I lol'd so hard. I have no fucking idea what that's even supposed to be.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Thu Nov 18, 2010 8:58 pm

I'm beginning to think I'm going to feel like this once it's done:




Alternate link if embedding is being a fggt. You might have to refresh a few times. Head Trip doesn't particularly like embedding it seems.



Edit: Finished for today at about 7:30 PM. I am so fucking STONED STOKED! Sixty percent of it is behind me. I did not finish Dennis' story arc, but I DID manage to put the four successfully in the warehouse prior to the failed sacrifice a character makes.


S/he lives, though, because the others were big damn heroes. Of course, that doesn't mean everyone will survive...


Current mental state:



Yeah, pretty much fried for tonight.


PS: Buy me this fucking game so I can neglect my studies more:



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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Fri Nov 19, 2010 9:04 am

Current mental state:





Of course, that's pretty much normal. I know 50k words isn't really a novel, but it's a great start, and this is more than I've written in, well, ever.

40 fucking pages. Ten-point Times New Roman font, occasional double-space to denote changing POV.


To do list:

Write an UHMAYZING BOOK
Boxing (It is cold as fuck though I don't really want to)
Treat the scratch wound my cat left me
Possibly mock Otherkin.

PS: You cannot grasp the true size of Mitsuru's breasts.

Edit: I lied. FORTY FUCKING PAGES.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Fri Nov 19, 2010 9:31 pm



If you don't like this you're a faggot. No exceptions.



Mental state:




It took a LONG-ASS time to get started (that's an understatement) but the ideas are flowing like some sort of clever visual metaphor. I was going to use diarrhea but I didn't think anyone* would appreciate that. Myself included.


*Wait, Rules 34 and 36.


Currently killing an intrepid extremely stupid reporter. Kind of sad I guess. Poor Penelope. No newscaster awards for you, it seems. Of course, she won't die ON SCREEN. She'll just run away before the others can stop her. Zombie infectees, the nerve of those guys!

Unless she was trying to prevent them from suffering? Who knows?

Quote :
Penelope dropped her microphone and fled from the others, knowing what would happen soon. She wanted to avoid the shame of people looking upon her as a freak, and began to sob as she ran from the group of people that had tried to save her life. Maybe she was just panicking and going into shock. This thought carried her to a small shed nearby. After scrawling a note that begged people not to open the door, she barricaded herself inside.

Complete darkness enveloped her. It felt almost calming to see absolutely nothing, but also incredibly scary. Penelope flicked on the flashlight that was part of the crew’s live footage kit and looked at her shoulder.

The littlest tear in her skin made Penelope start crying all the harder. She was a perfectly nice girl, and according to her ‘superiors’ working as anchormen, she was going to become a monster. Her skin begun to itch furiously and she moaned in pain. Is this what it felt like to die? It must be.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sat Nov 20, 2010 1:20 pm

Obligatory morning post.


Even though it's like 11. Fuck.


Current mental state:




I was going to post something else, but it seems that even with safesearch on Strict I keep finding pornographic material cropping up. Well, nudity at any rate. Time to tweak ABP. Yes I'm using the furry browser. Problem, nonexistent reader? Fueling Becky's theory that I'm a closet furry.



Aiming for 35k words, even though I only need about 33k. Probably won't get around to it. Of course, from now on Mom isn't working at my dad's restaurant, so Saturdays are free. Of course, my father is harassing me to visit his 'boyfriend' so yeah. I'm declining at politely as I can but I'm running out of patience.


I want to go shopping, but that takes money. And I don't have a job anymore. Even when I did have one, I never got paid. Ever1 call child labor lawz!!1!

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:40 pm

I can't fucking think. Stuck at about 32000.





I think I need a day off, I guess. Stop worrying about it.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sun Nov 21, 2010 10:19 am

Ok, I have a lot of shit to do today, so I'm wearing my cool azn outfit.




Yeah like that. Just swap the sides the buttons are on, add ~2 inches to her height and make her a dude.

PS: She's 5'4". Yes I am short. And I hate it. I'm not even Asian and sixteen and a half what the hell mang. It doesn't add up when you're built like something muscly and thick. I don't know. Fucking Belgian genes.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sun Nov 21, 2010 2:26 pm

3000 more words today. Jesus.



GOOD THING I DON'T HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE, RIGHT GUISE?!

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sun Nov 21, 2010 5:37 pm

Killing C/Carol. She goes out to this little anecdote:


Quote :
“Of course not. I wouldn’t starve children. It’s against the code!” Q mocked his exposed mole. “I had suspected you were leaking information to the news stations, despite promising not to.”

“You said I couldn’t tell the WHO! I didn’t tell anything to them. I told the news stations and they spread it.”

“So, you admit it.” Q’s voice had acquired a strange calmness. As though they were merely discussing the weather, and not treason. “Well, I can’t have someone giving away secrets like so much yuletide gifts.” He began to bend his pencil, and it broke as he uttered, “I think you know that you’re going to be dying here, on this very floor. Kill her.”

“Bastard!” she called after him as she was dragged away. “Rot in hell, shithead! You deserve everything you got coming to you”

But her insults fell upon deaf ears. Carol kicked her chair at the happily gloating group out of sheer spite. She managed to hit one of them and he grunted in pain.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sun Nov 21, 2010 10:53 pm

Okay I did manage to keep myself one day behind. I don't like this, but tonight my mom had her boyfriend over, and to say it's hard to concentrate with him around is an understatement.


I think I'm going to go to bed soon. Or play Samurai Warriors 2 with Gracia. Fucking badass loli.



33353/50000

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Mon Nov 22, 2010 10:37 pm

Just had a panic attack in the shower. Not good. I don't think I can focus at all, so here come 2 1/2 days behind. I'll catch up since I have a lot of free time this coming-


Oh right I always have free time.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:51 am

Had a massive migraine about fifteen minutes ago. After taking a vitamin I feel a lot better. Maybe it was a deficiency or something. Anyway, I'm extremely far behind, which means I have a lot of work to do. At least I managed to start about four different scenes. The problem is, I can't find the words to connect them.






And now my stomach's aching instead of my head. Great.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Thu Nov 25, 2010 2:06 am

Been too busy to work on NaNo so I'm...


a fucking lot behind.



By 'busy' I mean I had to single-handedly lift most of my things out of my room with everything in them. Why? I didn't fucking feel like taking my clothes out of my dresser and throwing them back in the next day. We're putting carpeting down tomorrow or something, apparently, and on Saturday is some kind of party or something.


My aunt, her boyfriend, my mom, my grandparents. Jesus this won't be pleasant.




I also told Mom that she was taking it all out on me and that I was feeling neglected, even more so than usual. And we talked about how I sometimes considered killing myself because I know fortune does not smile upon me. Death's emptiness is more comforting than a life of misery. I shouldn't be talking like that, but some days it certainly feels true. I'd like to think of myself as low-maintenance, but I am not no-maintenance. Just because I don't have a lot of people to talk to doesn't mean I don't need human interaction. With her focusing on her now male friend and my younger brother, I feel in the dust. My mother was the only one who ever even attempted to make time for me growing up. I still need her guidance and experience.

Not like I haven't lived that way for fifteen years, but I want my work to be recognized and valued, not just passed off as a meager accomplishment. Nobody congratulated me when I won the Spelling Bee. Nobody even really asks how I am. This is what it's like to be an unperson, apparently.


/whine. Sorry but I'm just in a bad mood. Implying I'm ever in a good mood.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Thu Nov 25, 2010 1:25 pm

I have like 10k words to write. I haven't even been able to LOOK at my work because of how overwhelming it is. I can write, I know I can, at least at a fifth grade level.



I just can't focus. That's the problem. The fact my father basically ditched us for the holidays is depressing.


"Sometimes I wonder if I've died already and been sent to Hell. Now I'm just Satan's chew toy."


And only now is my father actually trying to be a father figure to me. Maybe I don't want to spend time with him because I pretty much grew up without him. At the very least, my father and his friend will no longer be harassing me with calls and invitations to spend the night. I put a stop to that in as polite a way I could, considering the circumstances.

I will not sleep in a stranger's house.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Fri Nov 26, 2010 2:48 am

Ohhh right this is supposed to be about NaNo, not the fuckup that is my current situation.


I've been trying to outline everything for the past couple of days, but I did have to rip up my room and we're going to be putting carpet, etc. down on Saturday. So I have a fuck-ton of work to do. I'm just suffering from a lot of apathy, and it is unfortunately not turkey-based.




I'd recommend watching this anime if you haven't already, but it's very NSFW. No explicit nudity, (well, you might see something in one episode but it's hardly in great detail) but the content is hardly what you'd consider pleasant.

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PostSubject: Re: NaNoWriMo - Blog and progress   Sat Dec 04, 2010 6:36 pm

Now that NaNo has concluded, I can say:


"HAHA WOW THAT IS SHIT! I'm glad I didn't send it in to get published before I did a fuck-ton of editing!"


Just thought you should know that, Meyer. :O

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